so peaceful until the trains come lol. life is so funny to me, man.
I’ve finally found a place where I can be alone in peace on campus 😁.
like, I’ve successfully pushed away everyone who I’ve ever loved, fearing that I’d hurt them. but really, I’m just hurting myself.
I just want to go home. I’m in fucking college, I should be having fun on the weekends. I’m scrolling through Instagram and I’m seeing all these people going out and all the high school kids just having a good time at their football games. But I’m laying here, just typing my life away. I miss everyone so damn much. I’ll never show it though, oh no, I’ll never do that…
I’m legitimately sorry. If I could turn back time and fix whatever it was, I would it a heartbeat.